Wednesday = Beautiful Day

Wednesday, 30th December 2009...
HAPPY.SUNNY.BEAUTIFUL

I woke up late actually at 830am. I was burning the midnight oil putting the finishing touches on the AWESOME Interim Report for my research. Words can't explain HOW GLAD and SERENE i felt after completing this gruesome report. But I DID IT! Yay yay yay!

Was supposed to show it to my supervisor (btw, she's elegance personified) at 815am but when i rushed to her office in Milo she was just arriving... Smooth... Of course she was satisfied with my report so off she sent me to give it to our dearly research fund provider in damansara.

I dropped off my laundry, chatted with the all-so-sweet Akak working there. Then it was just me, Milo and the sunny morning... Felt so calm and relaxed, fresh air all around us and the sunbeams are jussssstttt right....

Droved to the awesome UKM-only carpark near the KTM station and left Milo there with my matric card on display (I don't want them to clamp Milo up.... Would be devastating for me and him) and i stroll to the station with my new favorite song - "Two is better than One" by Boys like Girl & Taylor Swift (P/S: Taylor, I LOVE YOU!)

In the train i found myself a very nice seat... And I saw a beautiful looking guy! He literally has 60% of his chiselled face covered by his facial hair but he was so awesomely well-groomed. I seriously don't realize that I have a thing for Hairy up until that moment. Hahaha... I couldn't take my eyes off him...

We went down at the same station (KL Sentral) and we seperated. i went to wait for my rapidkl bus downstairs and i kept finding beautiful peoples... There was this cute, excited little boy on his first bus ride in my bus... A very kind and motherly cleaner aunty who helped me to scanned (using her employee card) open the door to the toilet at the company of our research fund provider... And a very cute tourist girl with her grey short and faded green Cookies Monster T-shirt... wonderful day indeed...

The rapidkl bus on my way back was new!!! Very comfy seats and the journey took us to Lorong Maarof, with nice houses and even nicer cars!!! I saw my dream cars - an indigo HONDA ACCORD and a metallic earth-gold TOYOTA CAMBRY. Precious... The palm trees along the lorong also grew taller and bigger, which made them look even nicer... I'm happy...

i went to the gym too, after like forever... The gym has changed from California Fitness to Celebrity Fitness and they added a private personal training area. i ran (all the while listening to my favorite song), i lifted weights and finally i swam...... It's magical how you get to feel so liberating and free when you are in the water!!! Make me wanna stay in the water for as long as i can...Like a Merman....Hahaha

Afterward, i went to order Monterey Chicken - Chillis To Go... Shopped for the life-saving (blood-conservating) mozzies repellent and i got back to UKM.

I felt happy, healthy and sunny for once in a very long time on Wednesday. i hope everyday will be happy, healthy and sunny in the future...

P/S: Told'ya that i won't write about you... Thanks for your kiss... feel free to read the other entries but beware...I'm not as bright and sunny as you think i am... More to dark and twisted...

Nicholas was... (BY THE AWESOMELY TALENTED...AND SADISTICALLY SARCASTIC NEIL GAIMAN)

older than sin, and his beard could grow no whiter. He wanted to die.

The dwarfish natives of the Arctic caverns did not speak his language, but conversed in their own, twittering tongue, conducted incomprehensible rituals, when they were not actually working in the factories.

Once every year they forced him, sobbing and protesting, into Endless Night. During the journey he would stand near every child in the world, leave one of the dwarves' invisible gifts by its bedside. The children slept, frozen into time.

He envied Prometheus and Loki, Sisyphus and Judas. His punishment was harsher.

Ho.

Ho.

Ho.

Four Awesome Tips on Buying CDs

1. Don't buy the first edition CD. There will always be a special/duluxe/limited/extended edition with more songs and videos and freebies for a particular album...

2. Don't buy CDs in shops specialized in selling CDs. They always butcher you (and me) with sky-high price-tags. Get your CDs from bookstores... Borders is my favorite place cos they have discounted CDs...ALL.THE.TIME.

3. If you want to buy CDs from hip and awesome artists (i.e. Linkin Park, AAR, Lady GaGa, and anyone or band or group that includes curse words in their albums) don't get the CDs in Malaysia or try getting the imported CDs. The idiotic, silly, stoooopid, trigger-friendly and psychologically unstable minions in the censorship board would censored most of the lyrics (just like what you get from the local radio stations). Hence, you will feel cheated and darn unsatisfied with your CDs.

4. Only buy the CDs from artists that deserve your money... Don't buy CDs for the sake of collecting them because you have been getting the CDs from the same artist/group/band since forever... The musics tend or most of the time will turn sucky, especially when someone decided to change the direction of their creativity or someone left a group/band.

The Need to Escape

Life has been very busy lately...

Busy waiting for people to give me the green light to finish my assignments;

Busy getting frustrated with myself because I was kept waiting for so long;

Busy finishing my other assignments before their deadlines;

Busy with debate training and selection process;
Busy talking and discussing with walls;

Busy avoiding people i don't want to meet;

Busy avoiding my past who is haunting me now;

Busy taking up responsibilities when i shouldn't have;

Busy tellling everyone it's gonna be OK;

Busy trying to get un-busy... To no avail...

Feels like I can't breathe most of the time...

When I feel like I can, I'm constantly worrying that I will run out of air to breathe...

My favorite song now is Dido's 'Sand in My Shoes'...

At least it gives me a false and temporary sense of freedom when i'm listening to it...

I would be good if I can escape from everything and everybody now...

Wish i can just hit "Pause" right here and right now...

For as long as I desire...

Because I want to be anywhere but here...

On Presentation Slides

There was this one time no too long ago in UKM... I was forced to help one of my idiotic, lazy and irresponsible juniors to to her program proposals. After awesomely completed her proposels, I realised that we would have to present them to the school authorities to get the approval aka MONETARY FUNDING. I was too tired of using my brain juice to help her by then. Thinking that she must not be that stoooppiid... I let her do the presentation slides and was planning to let her present the proposals...

Then.... Mother of all horror!!!! She had to screw up the slides and she had to had a panic attack (due to her lack of preparation) while we were waiting in line. OMG!!!!

Goodness gracious! Our presentation slot were postponed. Not because of her, but because the school authorities grew tired of listening to useless, lame proposals.

So I took the liberty of helping her (again) to redo the presentation slides. And since she bailed and took her silly ass back to her hometown and also avoided me by refusing to answer my calls, I also presented the presentation.

Of course I nailed the presentation. Hence, we will be heading to Australia next year!!!! Sans my idiotic, lazy and irresponsible junior of course... Karma is a bitch...

Milo Milo I Love U

In case you are wondering....
No... It's not Milo as in the cocoa powder.

It's my Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious NEW MyVi...
Oh Yes! Totally like it cos' it's totally awesome...
Now, I can eat all the PORK that I want, anytime I want to :D
I can also send my laundry, go fill RO water, and go find my friends...
And OMG!!! Can go out with Milo whenever I want to...

...***<<<BECAUSE I CAN>>>***...

I finally meet Milo after having it spent 1 month and a half in my hometown. During that period, I was so missing it. As for Milo, it was driven around by my parents to work, to "yam-cha" with friends and to visit my grandma. Milo was also driven all the way from changkat, Penang to Bentong, Pahang... No sweat cos Milo is just so awesomely brand new and powerful... Hahaha

As soon as I was back at home, I started to drive Milo... My first passager with it was my mum. I drove her back to home from the train station after my arrival at 5 in the A.M. Mum kinda sorta freak out with my driving skills (P/S: Has not been driving for 5 years since i got my driving license after SPM) because i was trying to get use to Milo's speeding and braking power...

Afterwards, I was made to practise driving and parking again by my mum. She even got me a driving tutor in the gracious and awesome form of Mr Rama. He was so patient to my (not so awesome and kinda lacking) driving skills. We drove around town and I managed to excel in my crash course (Hmmm... Ironic... and Funny... If you get what I meant...)

My first practical aka errand right after my lessons with Mr Rama was to drive mum to grandma's place. (You should kindly and subtly reject to drive your beloved mum right after you get your license...Because)She imposed a speed limit between 40 to 60 kmph on me and we took way longer than usual to get to grandma's place. I also gave everyone (and that about 25 people...divided into 5 trips of 5 people) a ride around grandma's place so that they can verify my now excellent driving skills (and ensure mum that I'm good and safe and will be OK).

I also drove to grandma's place again all by myself the next day and ended up doing the following errands in ascending order (P/S: I need my practices!):

1. Took cousin A back from kindergarten
2. Took cousins B and C back from primary school
3. Drove Aunty A and cousin F to Aunty B's house
4. Took Aunty B's kids - cousins C, D, and E
5. Drove to the ''Rotan" shop and got a hula-hoop
6. Dropped cousin C at tuition centre to register for tuition
7. Sent cousin D to her tuition centre which is different from cousin C's
8. Went to the hair salon to get haircuts for Aunty A, cousin C, D, F and myself
9. Went back to grandma's place to drop off everybody
10.Drove to dad's car workshop to get Milo cleaned up

After 5 days at home, dad and I drove Milo to UKM. Karma is really a bitch because there was this modified Wira that was tailgating and flashing Milo when we drove pass Taiping, I let it pass and the idiots in there actually made faces at us... And when we were at Gua Tempurung the same Wira was seen hiting the highway lane-divider because the one of the idiots drove way too fast on slippery road... I was laughing and still am right now thinking about those idiots' dazed and confused faces when I drove pass them... Dad drove too because I was tired and we managed to arrive safely in UKM...

Stopping...Myself

Stop complaining...There are others who are more miserable
Stop procastinating...You gotta do it now and do it good
Stop defining...Living has no definition
Stop pretending...Tell them you don't like their silly annoyances
Stop hiding...Life is much better in the great outdoors
Stop worrying...Just explore and experience
Stop waiting...Tell them you wanna be their friends
Stop pining...You know you should move on
Stop getting influenced...You are who you are
Stop trying to cry...You are a happy person...Don't change that
Stop thinking...Start planning your trips
Stop eating excessively...You eat way too much...Others are jealous with your metabolism
Stop trying to stop yourself...You deserve much better...Go get it!!!